In My Own Minds' Eye

Dark rooms glow brightly whenever you enter.

People look round at you as you walk by.

Distance means nothing as our bond grows deeper.

You are perfection in my own mind’s eye.

Laughter surrounds you making your eyes shine.

I see your face in the clouds in the sky.

I feel so warm in the light of your sweet love.

You are perfection in my own mind’s eye.

My body tingles whenever you touch me,

And when you kiss me my heart starts to fly.

I long for kisses to go on forever.

You are perfection in my own mind’s eye.

Money means nothing if you are still near me.

Diamonds and gold lose their shine by and by.

Your worth to me will keep growing forever.

You are perfection in my own mind’s eye.

Please let it be now that we stay together.

Let us be happy from now till we die.

Safe and secure in our love for each other.

We are perfection in our own mind’s eye.

Thoughts

Sleep eludes me, not all the time, but now and then.

 It’s never expected.

The night stretches endlessly before me.

Taunting me mercilessly.

Thoughts go round and round my head like a carousel.

Which one will win?

Every so often one pops out as though on a coiled spring.

Another one has surfaced, I am sure.

It fills every nook and cranny in the room, so there is no escape.

He doesn’t say, though the signs scream out.

It sits on my shoulder and whispers its bile into my ear.

Things I don’t want to hear – he still wants her, needs her.

Sometimes it screams so loud I feel that everyone can hear it.

You’re not good enough!

I’m amazed he doesn’t hear it or wake!

It makes me weep hot acidic tears that burn my eyes and my cheeks.

Will they ever stop surfacing?

My throat closes and aches as I try to stifle the sobs this heartbreaking thought provokes.

Will it always be like this?

Then slowly it goes on its cruel way.

It gives me some sweet respite.

Let sleep come to me now, and let me rest.

So I can prepare for the next to come along.

Opposites Attract?

Outgoing + Reserved

Sun Lover + Pale Skin

Party Animal + Homebody

Night Owl + Early Bird

Flirt + Faithful

Water baby + Landlubber

Abstention + Desire

Silence + Discussion

Lazy + Active

Separate + Couple

Easy-going + Demanding

Summer + Autumn/Winter

Lover of Many + Lover of One

=

Compatible?

 You do the maths!

Back to normality

Well the holiday is truly over and it's almost like we've never been away! However, I have had inspiration from our jaunt and new material will be on its way as soon as. Be happy people and enjoy the weekend, wet or otherwise. Rest, play, observe and record! T.T.F.N.

Holidays

Going on holiday in September and I can't wait!!! It's been four years since my last holiday and the batteries definitely need recharging.
It's a trip back to Turkey but to a different area, and I am so excited I nearly wee'd! (nice image huh?)
Hopefully this will get the writing juices flowing so a notebook will be in my hand luggage for sure.
Keep on trucking blogsters wherever you may be ..... or maybe I'm talking to myself! Who cares as long as I'm happy ;)

Departures

                                                                         Gone!

                                                                    Flown away.

                                                               Across the oceans.

                                                            When will they return?

                                                         Taken from me so abruptly!

                                                Torn ruthlessly from my warm embrace.

                                                       Breaking my heart into pieces.

                                                            Does time repair grief?

                                                                 Bring them back.

                                                                    Safely home.

                                                                         Here.

Elephant and Rabbit

Little baby Elephant tickled Rabbit's bum.

He tickled and he tickled till he made poor Rabbit run!

Rabbit bit at Elephant, but didn't have any teeth.

So Elephant's trunk had a nasty suck ..... much to his relief!

Elephant taunted Rabbit until he made him cry.

So Rabbit turned away from him, and farted in his eye!

Little baby Elephant was blinded for a min.

He thought of ways to retaliate, it really was a sin.

Rabbit saw Elephant thinking, and wondered what he'd do.

Elephant's tummy rumbled, he turned, and covered Rabbit with poo!

So don't you argue with Elephant and keep about your wits,

Or he'll be sure and cover you within a pile of shit!!

Life

Sometimes life is so unfair, but we get on with it. Not been on for a while as life has gotten in the way, but hopefully some new verses or thoughts will be appearing shortly.
Keep well and happy blogsters. :)

Stranger and stranger

Yesterday and for a few days I haven't been able to access my account here, so I have requested to change passwords etc, which it wouldn't do!!!
Yet today I try and voila! Here I am!


Amazing! Have a good weekend people :)

Loneliness!

Where does the happiness go when loneliness appears?

Into a locked cabinet deep down inside of you.

Who keeps the key which would set it free again?

That remains to be seen, it certainly isn’t you!

How can the loneliness be quashed for you to live again?

It takes someone very special to defeat it!

When will you feel that you are not on your own?

It seems like an eternity as you are imprisoned in this feeling!

Why does it feel that you have no one to turn to?

Even when surrounded by people you feel totally isolated.

What will you do to make yourself feel something …. Anything?

You feel that nothing you do will take away this emptiness!

Does anyone else feel lonely, even though they’re not alone?

It seems a total contradiction, yet makes so much sense!

Can you make it through this barren desolate minefield?

There are so many barriers and walls to break through first.

Will you be able to find that elusive key holder to set you loose?

Little chunks of light and rays of hope keep you believing you will.

You can, you may, you will, you must!

Never give up, and never stop believing!

You’re capable of achieving the impossible!

You can because you are amazing!

My Oasis

A veritable multitude of different shades of green,

Soothing and cooling my tired eyes and limbs.

Rich scents of earth, grass and air,

Assailing my senses until I am reeling.

Butterflies dancing together, flying upwards towards the sky.

Frogs spawning and splashing in the small pond,

As they do every year.

Finches nervously approaching as soon as I retire indoors.

The cheeky robins watching my every move without flinching.

Sparrows attack the feeder the minute it is filled.

Blue tits and coal tits flit in and out of the garden,

Taking just what they need.

Blackbird’s song serenading me, calming my jangled nerves.

The occasional sighting of the jay lifts my spirits immediately.

Soft rustling of the leaves overhead hypnotises my mind.

Wind whistling gently through the trees seems musical and mystical.

Feeling the cool grass between my toes is unbelievable!

Silent, but full of nature’s sounds abounding.

My oasis, my heaven, my eden, my idyll.

No other place can take it from my heart.

Getting older!

I’m old and fat and past my prime!

Looking in the mirror I don’t recognise myself.

When did the young woman disappear?

Where did the gross apparition appear from?

I don’t feel any different do I? …… Yes!

I admit I don’t move as quickly as I once did.

I can’t fit into that dress that once hung from my frame.

I do have to watch what I eat.

Yes, I get out of breath when I exert myself ….

Doesn’t everyone? ….. No? …… Oh well!

Life is so unfair in that by the time you gain experience

You’re not fit enough to enjoy what you’ve learned!

The cruelty of life’s progress I just don’t get!

I hear myself saying things my mother said.

Things I swore I’d never say to my children!

Could I change this at all? Maybe!

My children roll their eyes at me when I say something stupid.

As I used to do when my parents did the same!

Already I see my grandchildren doing it to their parents.

Payback? Oh yes!

My joints stiffen and creak as I get up and sit down.

I find now I’m looking at the ads in magazines for those “useful” gadgets.

Getting quite excited at them! ……. Saddo!

Finding now that I qualify for the Saga holidays and “special” insurance deals!

Scary or what?!

To be truthful I am comfortable with my advancing years.

I don’t dread each birthday as it approaches.

Instead I celebrate each passing year and what I’ve achieved.

I look forward to what I’ve yet to achieve.

I’m thankful for what I’ve got, and aim that bit further.

So yes, I’m old, I’m fat and I’m past my prime.

But, what a time I’ve had getting there!

Diversity!

Don’t tell me what I ought to like in music, films or books.

Because I don’t like what you like don’t give those scathing looks!

Don’t feel that you’re above all others in your elitist bubble.

Because that way of thinking only ends in strife and trouble!

Don’t think your way of thinking is always right and strong.

Just because my taste’s not yours doesn’t mean that it is wrong!

Don’t say that only things you like are what we all should follow.

When someone disagrees with you, you find that hard to swallow!

Don’t you dare make fun of others for what they may enjoy.

It’s called free choice, you should take note and don’t you quash their joy!

Don’t bleat on about “mainstream” choices from the “mainstream” throng.

Your “out there” taste is great (for you) but again don’t say they’re wrong!

Don’t say I should love Dylan, as I just can’t stand his voice.

But, I still respect the fact you like him – that’s what is called free choice!

Don’t forget the world’s diverse in race and creed and taste.

Because of this free choice we have and others’ views we should embrace!

Another lovely day!

My heart sings when the weather's so fine.

Hope it's fair in your neck of the woods.

It makes the garden look quite sublime.

Which makes me feel so good! 

My soul soars when the sun shines through.

Hope it shines everywhere it should.

It makes you feel anything you can do.

Which makes me feel so good.

My mind wanders when the rain keeps away.

Hope yours wandered whenever it could.

It makes you travel wherever you may.

Which makes me feel so good.

My eyes shine when a rainbow appears.

Hope one happens wherever you’ve stood.

It makes the world appear shiny and new.

Which makes me feel so good.

My spine tingles when thunderstorms strike.

Hope they shake you and stir up your blood.

It makes your whole body jump up into life.

Which makes me feel so good.

My heart bursts when a baby is born.

Hope when yours are born your heart would.

It gives you a whole brand new outlook on life.

Which makes me feel so good.

Chickenpox!

One spot, two spots, three spots, four,

Five spots, six spots, seven spots, more.

Spots are appearing all over the place,

Spots on your neck and spots on your face!

Spots on your arms and spots on your tum,

Spots on your legs and spots on your bum!

Spots in your ears and spots in your hair,

Those damned itchy spots are everywhere!

Break out the calamine to ease all the itches,

It’s cold and it tickles, it has you in stitches.

It dries till it’s white and it has a strange pong,

The relief that it gives makes you break into song!

You dab it on here, you dab it on there,

Don’t scratch at those spots or a scar will appear!

Just be quite patient and keep your will strong,

Think to yourself that scratching is wrong.

It won’t last forever so just grit your teeth,

The spots will be gone and you’ll then feel relief!

Easter weekend

It looks like being a glorious weekend here in Wallasey for Easter! The only downside is I have to work both days (boo). 
Not to worry, I'll still have time to spend with my family, and get a sneaky barbecue in on Easter Monday to make up for it.
Got some eggs in for the usual egg hunt in the garden, so I'll have to think of some obscure places to put them! Of course the adults will be helping the children so I'll have to simplify it for the parents! ;)
Have a fabulous weekend people, and don't eat too much chocolate!

Despair!

Spiralling downwards slowly into the deep dark abyss.

Twirling and swirling and getting increasingly dizzy.

There are no hand-holds or foot-holds to grasp on to during the fall.

The cold clammy fingers of despair entwine themselves around your body.

Blackness and hopelessness seep into your bloodstream and bones.

No light permeates the dismal world you have now entered.

There is nothing to see or to look forward to.

Nothing is easy here, and the effort of the least thing is immense.

It’s almost too overpowering to cope with!

Walking through molasses is how it seems.

Hearing is muffled, and what you do hear is confusing.

There are no positives from your perspective, only negatives.

You start to hate yourself in every way …. But it’s too much effort!

You start to hate the world …. but you can’t be bothered!

The world moves on around you, getting on with life.

Why can’t the darkness loosen its grip on your limbs?

Why can’t it let a little light into your atrophied mind?

Maybe it’s a safety mechanism sent by the fates to protect you!

You can only take each hour and each day as it comes.

Then hopefully, one day, there will be colour and light back in your world.

But then again …………..

Beautiful days!

Wow the days were lovely over the weekend and I got some gardening tasks done! April is living up to its name here, but it's also keeping some of the March winds with it.
Work does interfere with the gardening, but it does fund the plants I suppose. Well I'm off on Friday, so hopefully the rain will hold off while I get more done. Maybe the cats will help! :)
There's the promise of rain later, so I will make the most of the little bit of sun we have at the moment.
Spring has sprung!!!!!!!

Sleep little princeling

Go to sleep little princeling, close your eyes and drift away.

Float away across the calm seas to an island of adventure.

Sail amongst the gentle waves and navigate around the jutting rocks.

Come to rest by the most beautiful island in the ocean.

Pirates and friendly animals will play in your dreams with you.

Hide and seek in the beach-side caves and blue lagoon.

Laughing and shouting as you all play tag amongst the trees.

Going for a picnic in the glade of long extinct dinosaurs.

Eat and drink your fill, as you’re in a magic land.

Everything is plentiful and good for you.

Lie down and rest on the soft sandy beach – refresh yourself.

Walk down to the waters’ edge and paddle in its coolness.

Then, when you are ready, sail back to the ocean.

Navigate back around the jutting rocks.

Leave the island on which you’ve played.

Float back through the gentle waves.

Open your eyes little princeling, it’s time to awake.

A glorious day!

It really is a glorious spring day here in Wallasey! The sun is shining down, the birds are singing, and it makes me glad to be alive!
The garden is calling, as there's lots to do following the winter we've had. Who knows, I may even be able to persuade his lordship to join in!!
There's not much I like better than pottering round the garden and sprucing it up ready for the grandchildren to come and play.
Just have to have my compulsory two cups of tea before I get started!
Have a fabulous weekend, and I hope the sun is shining down on all of you to lift your mood and to bring you happiness. 

Early morning!

I have to say I love getting up early to catch the full day ....... but it's a bit different when you're woken up and can't get back to sleep!
Dontcha just love people who make noises in their sleep? Not snoring you understand, just noises! And, no matter how many times you dig em in the ribs or push em with your foot they carry on regardless!
That's life I suppose, and I'll just have to go to bed earlier tonight to make up for it, ...... before I fall asleep on the couch! :)
I could always compose something to commemorate it too, so it could be a blessing.

Sleep little princess

Go to sleep little princess, close your eyes and drift away.

Float above the clouds to that land of sweet contentment.

Fly amongst the stars and loop the loop around the moon.

Come to rest on the sweetest planet in the galaxy.

Sprites and fairies will play in your dream with you.

Hide and seek in the hollow trees and flower gardens.

Pushing you gently on the shell swings and the candyfloss roundabout.

Go for a picnic in the glade of mischievous pixies.

Eat and drink your fill, as you are in a magic land.

Everything is plentiful and good for you.

Lie down and rest on the soft grass in the meadow – refresh yourself.

Walk down to the water’s edge, dipping your toes in.

Then, when you are ready, fly back up to the stars.

Loop the loop back around the moon.

Leaving the land in which you’ve played.

Float down through the clouds.

Open your eyes little princess, it’s time to awake!

Happy April!!

A very happy April to one and all. I hope the showers don't take over the month, but just enhance all your gardens.
It's started as a wet month here, but hopefully the sun will appear again soon, as it's time to do some more work on our modest but tranquil garden.
Barbecue time will be on us soon, and family gatherings will recommence at the weekends.
Have fun people :) 

Surprising day

Today was supposed to be very wet and windy! Well it's certainly been windy in down-town Wallasey but the rain held off. So much so that my partner managed to get the grass cut for the first time this season! YAY!! 
Hope your day has been just as surprisingly nice, and come on the weekend ..... with any luck Everton will win and the mood will be good here...... and if Bolton can win too that'll be even better!
Have a good Friday folks :)

Ode to friendship

Oh you are a gobby cow; you just can’t keep it shut!

When you’ve been told a secret your brain just goes kaput!

You spread the secret far and wide; you tell it north and south.

The flaming Mersey tunnel’s only half the size of your mouth!

As you’re being told the secret the cogs are turning round.

You’re working out just who to tell and where they can be found!

I see that you are itching in your bid to get away.

I think you hold a record for the most secrets told in one day!

You really cannot help yourself it just comes out in spurts.

I don’t think you’re aware at all of the people that it hurts!

It comes as no surprise to me that you are unaware.

It’s just that you’re pig ignorant and not that you don’t care!

I’ve learned to stop and think about what I can say, or not.

Because, in the end you are my friend, and I love you a lot!

Decaying plaster rabbit

Blank eye staring unseeingly across the room.

What does he think of what goes on around him?

Conjoined ears, sealed and unable to hear.

Does he agonise about what is said in his presence?

No legs at all, unable to run and frolic around.

Is he frustrated at not being able to move?

Little or no tail to twitch and wiggle at others.

Can he feel the pain of not being able to communicate his fear?

Fur is non – existent his flesh is bare and cracked.

Will he be warm enough in the depth of winter?

Teeth are not visible to the casual observer.

How can he eat the tender and tasty morsels he desires?

Burrows are not to be found in the stark environment in which he resides.

When will he be able to rest, comfortable warm and safe?

Decaying plaster rabbit on the cracked and crumbling wall of the bathroom.

Who else can see your strange and wonderful form but me I wonder?

The brightest firework

Look up into the cold November sky.

As hard and cold as granite, yet safe and warm as velvet.

The deepest, darkest, bluish black, studded with tiny diamonds.

Suddenly, the darkness becomes light.

An explosion of tiny sparkles fills the night sky.

Twirling and swirling like a gigantic Catherine wheel.

Whooshing upwards and outwards like the biggest rocket you could find.

Screaming loudly as it makes its way to greet the jealous stars.

Brightly coloured, vibrant bursts of energy emanate like a roman candle…

Seemingly never ending, but never too much, and finishing much too soon.

Alongside the noise and colour come soft whispers, like the crackle of sparklers.

A safe warm glow enhanced by the blazing bonfires.

Comforting trails of light amidst the clouds of breath and gunpowder smoke.

The whole sky is filled with colour and light.

Just like the most beautiful Indian festivals and celebrations.

You catch your breath in wonder and amazement.

The sheer spectacle and immensity of the effect it has.

Then, as suddenly as it came, it fades from sight.

But, you will always hold in your heart and dreams the joy it gave.

Only there for a short time, but having an impact on each one it touched.

Look up into the deepest, darkest, bluish black, studded with tiny diamonds,

And remember ………

You have been witness to the brightest firework in the cold November sky.